OMG!!

What should i say on my life??

Said my life is bad...??

Ha.Ha!! it should be not...

cause it isnt bad as other is facing now...

my stuff is just crap all day long...

lay down just think non-sense which i should not think anymore...

it wont return then WONT return larr...

so what?? since no ppl care about right??

so whats the matter i am thinking about it again and again??

HaHa...

it was just a stupid game...

nevermind...

Just Remember that my life is much more better than other is having now...

appreciate it before i am leaving anytime...

i may leave this place someday...

yea...

appreciate the condition i am having now...

got rice...

got fan...

got table...

got queen-size bed...

got ppl to talk...

got parents to complain...

yea...

life wont be the same soon...

just 4get the stupid thing...

please remember this!! =D

MY LIFE IS STIL BETTER!!

我佷想继续这样就好

我佷想继续这样就好。。。

但一阵一阵的烦恼与回忆总在我脑海里转。。。

有时真的好乱啊!!!!

也不晓得我在想和说什么。。。
再痛的脚也没感觉了。。。

你说痛骂？

我对自己说一点都不痛

不如我经历过的心痛

。。。

好累

该继续多久？

告诉自己别想了！！

尽量吧。。。

What i learnt and What i gained...

What i learnt...

They GIVE UP, DOES NOT mean i have to give up,

I should SHOW them that they are WRONG for QUITTING.

I SHOULD DO the BEST and LET them SEE.

LET them REGRET for DOING that.

Yes! Jia You!

I will live BETTER!



What i gained...

Ahar!!!
I could reach anywhere i want with my own legS!!!
They just really cant stop me when i want!!!

what do u think after i did that for several times??
HAHAHA!!!
CooL!! my dad will fetch me without much complain!!!
hahaha... woot...

DARE to DO it!! and SHOW THEM u really did!!
They will just offer help =D
u will really get it smoothly, easily!
Thank God for my braveness =)

There is nothing hard but ur heart!
Dare and just do it...
Supporter will be just around =)

lalala...

P.S. God Bless Jong Yao Cheng and Tai Mui Mui~ ;)

Wish everything just turn to be good... =)

What is this all about.....?

I really dont know what is this all about...

what to do...?
what to feel...?
what to think...?
i REALLY DONT KNOW!!!

who to be blame...?
i dont know...
my fault...??
i think so...

TIRED!!!
stil wondering...

WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT?

human

When we have HANDS, we WORK.

When we have LEGS, we WALK.

WooT WooT~
it was a sunny day...
it was a bad mood morning...
i felt so dam shit...
so luckily my class end early...
so i decided to walk back home from my institute ( jalan keretapi )
First time i walked on the FLY-OVER!!
anyone ever try that??
HAHAHA u know how it feels?
maybe u think nothing special...
haha it's like climbing moutain xD
hahaha... and when ever u pass by the FLY-OVER
did u ever realise anything at the side??
after i walked on it,
YES I DO found out something that i never knew. =D

want to know?? Figure it out urself.. hahaha its 3rd mile FLY OVER =)
lalala...
after had a 50 minutes walk,
i guess i feel much more better...
Phew... thanks to my LEGS =)
i sweat alot too under the HOT sun...
it was 12.35 - 1.35pm,
what do u think if it wasnt raining??
HAHA... i was like grill PORK walking on the road...
and some ppl just look at me with stupid face...
HAHAHA...

and now it's raining heavily... luckily when i was walking...
it wasnt rain...
GOD HAS EYES!!
=)
Remember DO more GOOD things,
IGNORE STUPID THINGS.
=)

i think thats all...
tired... its time to nap xD

WTF is still feel not enough calm.....

WTF!!!
why cant i feel better...?
why i need to care so much?
think so much??
=.=
SHIT LA!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
everything left nothing...
good one...
learn very quick...
thank you very much...

WTF??

WTF?!
WTF?!?!?!
WTF?!?!?!

I AM DAM TIRED NOW!!! but i need to express first!!!
damit!!
and i dont feel like sleeping!! BUT I HAVE TO!!!
i am fucking tired + piss...
CAN U FEEL THIS KIND OF SITUATION!!??

SHIT!!!
SHIT!!!
SHIT!!!

WHY EVERYTHING HAPPEN TO BE LIKE THIS?
CAN I STOP IT??
I FEEL LIKE QUITING!!
I AM SO DAM TIRED!!!
WTF!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!
ARGHH!!!!!! i really TIRED and feel like want to DIE!!! =.=

WHY THIS FEELING CANT END???
why am i stil feeling of HOPE?
while i know there is NO~ HOPE?
WTF??
WHY THERE AINT ANYTHING THAT KEEP??!?!?!
WTF!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
FUCK OFF!!!
=.=

sorry if anyone read this...
i just need to express awhile...
just feeling better now...

Success...

Success...

Everyone in this world for sure is hoping for SUCCESS someday...
who not??
yea... all i know and learn is time and patient...
the class i am joining now,
teacherS always remind us...
I know you guys are beginner,
nevermind, dont rush, dont panic, dont stress,
relax and take your time, you will be like those higher stage student someday...
they also ever passed through this tough stage i am having now.
OU~ those sentences are so true.
this is LIFE.
And teacherS keep support me and give me advice.
Slowly... and Jia you!!
ou~~ i feel so warm and tell myself i can do it! JIA YOU!! =)
Thanks teacher...

from a lesson i could learn also is...
from my house walk to 101,
all i feel is fun and adventurous!! =D
walk slowly or walk quickly, at last you will stil reach your point.
even though others just drive and reach there...
yea, it is fast, but you stil trying hard with heart to reach there, at last you stil reach there.
from here, i also learnt from Pn.Phang husband...
i found out, it's just true.
So, why bother what are others thinking?

it's just like a simple life...
walk.... WORK...
WORK and WALK with PATIENT and TIME,
TAKE your TIME.

Ou~ ignore what people say and gossip...
Just TAKE your TIME and PATIENT...
YOU can DO IT SOMEDAY =)
who care WHICH DAY?
in this LIFE at least you did...
SUCCESS!!! =)

L-I-F-E

OU MY GOD!!!

L-I-F-E!!
life is unpredictable!
life is so unbelieveble!
life is so hard to understand!

all u can see from others life is so much different...
all u think u are much more hard life than others around u...
once u know their feeling...
u just cant believe it...
all their faces shown are just different...
100% much much more different from their hearts and mind...

form here...
there are bad
and
there are good
unpredictable things...

OMG is all i can say when i found out that...
its much more harder than what i face...
i shouldnt sound or feeling bad or sad or what!!
CAUSE MY REASON isnt ANY GOOD REASON!!
i should be as tough as them...
smile everywhere...
laugh everywhere...
no need to bother about other's crap...
ou yes!! TOUGH like them...
go on~
success someday...
Ouuu yes!!!

Jia you to THEM who facing it too...
May GOD BLESS THEM!!! =)
guess someone know what/who i meant... =)
Jia you ba....

GooD night =)
and wish myself have a nice sleep too...
i have been insomnia for days and bad sleep...
even a nap also cant sleep well...
i dont know whether i am stress or not...
but i am doing well...?
haha maybe over tired and weather just too hot...?
Okay... thats all...

May God Bless all my friends... =)
New day new L-I-F-E...
with new smile =)

Life is still have to go on

Few weeks ago...
I told alot alot of people while they asked me when am i going for further study??
I replied this coming MAY...
ou MAY~~
MAY is here.

Tomorrow, I am going for my course - Bakery at Amy Tan Decorating & Cooking institute.
This institute is more into Bakery, for sure I taking Bakery.
It's my interest beside culinary arts.
I hope everything will be going fine. =)
Meet new friends.
Change new life.
Gain more experience.
Quick-learner.
Never Give UP!
No Turning BACK!!
Just Go ON!!! Ignore STUPID THINGS!!!! =)

Stupid things...
I figured and found out something...
UNBELIEVABLE!
What's all this while happening??
I dont UNDERSTAND after I knew it.
Just a kind of wind and dream just blew like that and all just GONE!
left nothing... not even a thing...
stil crack out, mess up and hateness.
How to cure it? I dont know.
Left scars and questions.
Let's just go on and on...
Nothing I can share.
No one I can share.
Let it be...

LIFE IS STILL HAVE TO GO ON.