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太天真

太天真

真是太天真...

让自己真的好累...

为何要重演??

没有好一点。。。？

真是输给了自己。。。

真失败。。。

真没用。。。

隐藏不了吗？

静静地让它过一下也不可以吗？

真把事情搞扎了。。。。

feel so sorry for everyone...

i am so fail...

and everything just end like that...

i feel so bad and fail...

i felt like crying when i was on bed...

but i just cant do it...

你曾说不想有天让我知道 你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落 不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好 你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待 不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔 能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生
我以为终究你会慢慢明白 他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷 我的以为只是我以为
我以为我的温柔 能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望
我以为我的温柔 能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强 却输的那么绝望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望

爱里行动不便
追不上你的美
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴 
分开我骗了谁 
想擦掉你的脸 
擦不掉痛却更明显 
你说你要的世界 
在很远 我不了解 
分手就分手 
别把话说得太美 
我像个残废 
飞不出你的世界 
借不到一点安慰 
为什么你拼命后退 
退到了边界 
结果我没了知觉 就连痛都嫌浪费 在爱里残废 非弄得伤痕累累 累到我无力再追
最怕你突然要挽回 
回到了原点 原点却又像终点 然后 多痛 一遍 
爱里行动不便 
追不上你的美 
脚步再快跟不上你的嘴 
分开我骗了谁 
想擦掉你的脸 
擦不掉痛却更明显 
你说你要的世界 
在很远 我不了解 
分手就分手 
别把话说得太美 
我像个残废 
飞不出你的世界 
借不到一点安慰 
为什么你拼命后退 
退到了边界 
结果我没了知觉 
就连痛都嫌浪费 
在爱里残废 
非弄得伤痕累累 
累到我无力再追 
最怕你突然要挽回 
回到了原点 
原点却又像终点 
然后 多痛 一遍 
我像个残废 
飞不出你的世界 
借不到一点安慰 
为什么你拼命后退 
退到了边界 
结果我没了知觉 
就连痛都嫌浪费 
在爱里残废 
非弄得伤痕累累 
累到我无力再追 
最怕你突然要挽回 
回到了原点 
原点却又像终点 
然后 多痛 一遍 
我像个残废 在爱里残废

I am so disappointed

I am just so dam disappointed with what u said...

I dont know what i was doing...

I dont know what i have done...

I dont know what had happened...

I dont know what i was...

between us...

My heart was just felt like dropped out and I felt like I wasnt alive for a moment...

died from breathing...

so hard to breathe...

what the hell is those had happened??

I felt I was really a stupid...

A stupid for an empty space?

End Up just nothing left to say...

I am really disapointed...

I feel so tired out of the blue...

I feel so not to care or continue anything i am trying to do...

CAN I GET OUT OF THIS FUCKING SHIT!?

I am so disappointed...

with what u said...

OMG!!

What should i say on my life??

Said my life is bad...??

Ha.Ha!! it should be not...

cause it isnt bad as other is facing now...

my stuff is just crap all day long...

lay down just think non-sense which i should not think anymore...

it wont return then WONT return larr...

so what?? since no ppl care about right??

so whats the matter i am thinking about it again and again??

HaHa...

it was just a stupid game...

nevermind...

Just Remember that my life is much more better than other is having now...

appreciate it before i am leaving anytime...

i may leave this place someday...

yea...

appreciate the condition i am having now...

got rice...

got fan...

got table...

got queen-size bed...

got ppl to talk...

got parents to complain...

yea...

life wont be the same soon...

just 4get the stupid thing...

please remember this!! =D

MY LIFE IS STIL BETTER!!

我佷想继续这样就好

我佷想继续这样就好。。。

但一阵一阵的烦恼与回忆总在我脑海里转。。。

有时真的好乱啊!!!!

也不晓得我在想和说什么。。。
再痛的脚也没感觉了。。。

你说痛骂？

我对自己说一点都不痛

不如我经历过的心痛

。。。

好累

该继续多久？

告诉自己别想了！！

尽量吧。。。

What i learnt and What i gained...

What i learnt...

They GIVE UP, DOES NOT mean i have to give up,

I should SHOW them that they are WRONG for QUITTING.

I SHOULD DO the BEST and LET them SEE.

LET them REGRET for DOING that.

Yes! Jia You!

I will live BETTER!



What i gained...

Ahar!!!
I could reach anywhere i want with my own legS!!!
They just really cant stop me when i want!!!

what do u think after i did that for several times??
HAHAHA!!!
CooL!! my dad will fetch me without much complain!!!
hahaha... woot...

DARE to DO it!! and SHOW THEM u really did!!
They will just offer help =D
u will really get it smoothly, easily!
Thank God for my braveness =)

There is nothing hard but ur heart!
Dare and just do it...
Supporter will be just around =)

lalala...

P.S. God Bless Jong Yao Cheng and Tai Mui Mui~ ;)

Wish everything just turn to be good... =)

What is this all about.....?

I really dont know what is this all about...

what to do...?
what to feel...?
what to think...?
i REALLY DONT KNOW!!!

who to be blame...?
i dont know...
my fault...??
i think so...

TIRED!!!
stil wondering...

WHAT IS THIS ALL ABOUT?

human

When we have HANDS, we WORK.

When we have LEGS, we WALK.

WooT WooT~
it was a sunny day...
it was a bad mood morning...
i felt so dam shit...
so luckily my class end early...
so i decided to walk back home from my institute ( jalan keretapi )
First time i walked on the FLY-OVER!!
anyone ever try that??
HAHAHA u know how it feels?
maybe u think nothing special...
haha it's like climbing moutain xD
hahaha... and when ever u pass by the FLY-OVER
did u ever realise anything at the side??
after i walked on it,
YES I DO found out something that i never knew. =D

want to know?? Figure it out urself.. hahaha its 3rd mile FLY OVER =)
lalala...
after had a 50 minutes walk,
i guess i feel much more better...
Phew... thanks to my LEGS =)
i sweat alot too under the HOT sun...
it was 12.35 - 1.35pm,
what do u think if it wasnt raining??
HAHA... i was like grill PORK walking on the road...
and some ppl just look at me with stupid face...
HAHAHA...

and now it's raining heavily... luckily when i was walking...
it wasnt rain...
GOD HAS EYES!!
=)
Remember DO more GOOD things,
IGNORE STUPID THINGS.
=)

i think thats all...
tired... its time to nap xD

WTF is still feel not enough calm.....

WTF!!!
why cant i feel better...?
why i need to care so much?
think so much??
=.=
SHIT LA!!!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
everything left nothing...
good one...
learn very quick...
thank you very much...

WTF??

WTF?!
WTF?!?!?!
WTF?!?!?!

I AM DAM TIRED NOW!!! but i need to express first!!!
damit!!
and i dont feel like sleeping!! BUT I HAVE TO!!!
i am fucking tired + piss...
CAN U FEEL THIS KIND OF SITUATION!!??

SHIT!!!
SHIT!!!
SHIT!!!

WHY EVERYTHING HAPPEN TO BE LIKE THIS?
CAN I STOP IT??
I FEEL LIKE QUITING!!
I AM SO DAM TIRED!!!
WTF!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!!!
ARGHH!!!!!! i really TIRED and feel like want to DIE!!! =.=

WHY THIS FEELING CANT END???
why am i stil feeling of HOPE?
while i know there is NO~ HOPE?
WTF??
WHY THERE AINT ANYTHING THAT KEEP??!?!?!
WTF!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
FUCK OFF!!!
=.=

sorry if anyone read this...
i just need to express awhile...
just feeling better now...

Success...

Success...

Everyone in this world for sure is hoping for SUCCESS someday...
who not??
yea... all i know and learn is time and patient...
the class i am joining now,
teacherS always remind us...
I know you guys are beginner,
nevermind, dont rush, dont panic, dont stress,
relax and take your time, you will be like those higher stage student someday...
they also ever passed through this tough stage i am having now.
OU~ those sentences are so true.
this is LIFE.
And teacherS keep support me and give me advice.
Slowly... and Jia you!!
ou~~ i feel so warm and tell myself i can do it! JIA YOU!! =)
Thanks teacher...

from a lesson i could learn also is...
from my house walk to 101,
all i feel is fun and adventurous!! =D
walk slowly or walk quickly, at last you will stil reach your point.
even though others just drive and reach there...
yea, it is fast, but you stil trying hard with heart to reach there, at last you stil reach there.
from here, i also learnt from Pn.Phang husband...
i found out, it's just true.
So, why bother what are others thinking?

it's just like a simple life...
walk.... WORK...
WORK and WALK with PATIENT and TIME,
TAKE your TIME.

Ou~ ignore what people say and gossip...
Just TAKE your TIME and PATIENT...
YOU can DO IT SOMEDAY =)
who care WHICH DAY?
in this LIFE at least you did...
SUCCESS!!! =)

L-I-F-E

OU MY GOD!!!

L-I-F-E!!
life is unpredictable!
life is so unbelieveble!
life is so hard to understand!

all u can see from others life is so much different...
all u think u are much more hard life than others around u...
once u know their feeling...
u just cant believe it...
all their faces shown are just different...
100% much much more different from their hearts and mind...

form here...
there are bad
and
there are good
unpredictable things...

OMG is all i can say when i found out that...
its much more harder than what i face...
i shouldnt sound or feeling bad or sad or what!!
CAUSE MY REASON isnt ANY GOOD REASON!!
i should be as tough as them...
smile everywhere...
laugh everywhere...
no need to bother about other's crap...
ou yes!! TOUGH like them...
go on~
success someday...
Ouuu yes!!!

Jia you to THEM who facing it too...
May GOD BLESS THEM!!! =)
guess someone know what/who i meant... =)
Jia you ba....

GooD night =)
and wish myself have a nice sleep too...
i have been insomnia for days and bad sleep...
even a nap also cant sleep well...
i dont know whether i am stress or not...
but i am doing well...?
haha maybe over tired and weather just too hot...?
Okay... thats all...

May God Bless all my friends... =)
New day new L-I-F-E...
with new smile =)

Life is still have to go on

Few weeks ago...
I told alot alot of people while they asked me when am i going for further study??
I replied this coming MAY...
ou MAY~~
MAY is here.

Tomorrow, I am going for my course - Bakery at Amy Tan Decorating & Cooking institute.
This institute is more into Bakery, for sure I taking Bakery.
It's my interest beside culinary arts.
I hope everything will be going fine. =)
Meet new friends.
Change new life.
Gain more experience.
Quick-learner.
Never Give UP!
No Turning BACK!!
Just Go ON!!! Ignore STUPID THINGS!!!! =)

Stupid things...
I figured and found out something...
UNBELIEVABLE!
What's all this while happening??
I dont UNDERSTAND after I knew it.
Just a kind of wind and dream just blew like that and all just GONE!
left nothing... not even a thing...
stil crack out, mess up and hateness.
How to cure it? I dont know.
Left scars and questions.
Let's just go on and on...
Nothing I can share.
No one I can share.
Let it be...

LIFE IS STILL HAVE TO GO ON.

...Leave it these way...

s

石欣卉 - 一人留

有一种想陷下去的感动

听着你的脆弱 并非无动于衷

我总是忘了怎么不挥霍

你辽阔的温柔 他现在比从前消瘦

可惜你的爱 我不能收

可惜你的手 我不能握

你别再累了 我想甩脱

三人游 两人疚 一人留

微微的 深深的 不能舍不得

淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得

你应得的不在我这

勇敢走下一段路口 会有人等候

比我更大方 给你更多快乐

用真心将你完成

有一种挥之不去的内疚

读着我的伤忧 读着你的难过

放开你无助安放的执著

好朋友依旧 不会就此擦肩而过

可惜你的爱 我不能收

可惜你的手 我不能握

你别再累了 我想甩脱

三人游 两人疚 一人留

微微的 深深的 不能舍不得

淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得

你应得的不在我这

勇敢走下一段路口 会有人等候

比我更大方 给你更多快乐

用真心将你完成

我知道 我知道 我知道

是因为 是因为 我的爱

我的爱 在他身边总离不开~

我爱在这总离不开~

我想甩脱

三人游 两人疚 一人留

微微的 深深的 不能舍不得

淡淡的 浓浓的 都已不值得

你应得的不在我这

勇敢走下一段路口

想不到的 会出现的

比我更大方 给你更多快乐

用真心将你完成

比我更大方 给你更多快乐

我期盼你能快乐

三人游 - 方大同

有些话你选择不对他说

你说某种脆弱 我才感同身受

我永远都愿意当个听众 安慰你的痛

保护着你从始至终

就算你的爱 属于他了

就算你的手 他还牵着

就算你累了 我会在这

一人留 两人疚 三人游

悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得

默默地 静静地 或许很值得

我还在某处守候着

说不定这也是一种幸福的资格

至少我们中还有人能快乐

这样就已足够了

有些话我选择保持沉默

别把实话说破 隐藏我的寂寞

你的情绪依然把我牵动

躲在你心中 角落的心事我能懂

就算你的爱 属于他了

就算你的手 他还牵着

就算你累了 我会在这

一人留 两人疚 三人游

悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得

默默地 静静地 或许很值得

我还在某处守候着

说不定这也是一种幸福的资格

至少我们中还有人能快乐

这样就已足够了

不知道 不知道 不知道

为什么 为什么 我的爱

我的怀抱留不住你的离开

却总在等待着你回来

一人留 两人疚 三人游

悄悄的 远远的 或许舍不得

默默地 静静地 或许很值得

我还在某处守候着

说不定这也是一种得不到的 却美好的

至少我们中还有人能快乐

这样就已足够了

至少我们中还有人能快乐

这样就已经够了

萧闳仁 - 我没有错

我坐在咖啡店 落地窗的前面

雨水洒满整条街 和人们的脸

钢琴的黑白键 搭配过的和弦

我们的爱情 什麽和弦

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰

这样的台北还有什麽好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动

给我藉口 让我这次能够彻底的放手

让我走 别让我 更痛苦的过

不让你伤的更重

I’ll always always love you so

你表情好憔悴 强颜欢笑的脸

你那哭红的双眼 让我好心碎

我愿意 让你飞 不再对你留恋

别让我成为 你的侧脸

是我太伤悲还是城市太灰

这样的台北还有什麽好留恋

没有错是我自私的举动

给我藉口 让我这次能够彻底的放手

让我走 别让我 更痛苦的过

不让你伤的更重

I’ll always always love you so

伤的更重 伤的更重

也许我没有离开的理由(我没有错)

是我没用

无法守护着你一直到最後

别回头 答应我 你会好好过

让我默念一万遍

I’ll always always love you

love you so